Day 5: The First Time I Felt Love By LokiI decided to reword the topic, just because (to me) the topic worded sounded weird the other way around (only to me). I think it may be how you word things is how you get an answer from A/another, and Working With Loki, this is the first time I learned.This topic I really cannot talk about too openly, being Godspouse to Loki, so, I can only explain as much as my own personal of comfort will go. I know if you ask Loki Himself, He might will tell you every detail of all of this, of any Love that He has for S/someone and of something, but since I am answering this…you, as the reader, are going to get as much as I give you, not of Loki gives you. Loki may give you the full story, with all the details, me, not as much. But, I will try to feed your interest. I think that is the right way in putting it, since Loki (for me) likes to tell me very vivid details about every God’s and Goddess’ love life, which can seem very inappropriate, but since it is coming from Loki, I got over calling things “inappropriate” while around Him, especially when all of it comes from Loki. From me, you will rarely hear something inappropriate or adult-related leave my mouth, but if it does, it does happen, sometimes due to my comfort. If I am comfortable in sharing it, then I will, if I am not, then I may not bring it up at all. But, that’s just me. <3Thing is, this is me. I don’t ALWAYS give out that information. Actually, I am going to answer this in different ways as well. There are different ways of Loki’s Love that I get from Loki, and the first time I felt these are on different times and for different reasons.The first time that I felt Love by Loki, this was before He came to me in my shower years ago. I think this might have been the several days before He came to me.I remember that I was astral projecting. I try and astral project at least once or twice a week, on purpose, so I can get used to astral projection; for me, if I don’t use astral projection once in a while, I feel like I have a hangover after astral projection, depending also on what all I do while astral projecting. I hear that astral projection is different for everyone.I remember astral projecting, and I remember this was night fall all around myself. I think it may have been daylight where my body was, but it was night where I was during astral projection. I can’t recall where I went or any of this. I remember being outdoors, I remember nature surrounding me. I remember trees, plants, and I remember trying to ground myself while astral projecting.Then suddenly, I felt I was not alone while there. I remember curiously opening my eyes and looking around to find Him there. This was the first time I saw Loki. I wasn’t certain why some guy, with red hair, would be near myself. Yes, I was done grounding while in astral. I may have even thought that Loki, the guy with red hair may be Irish? I really didn’t know.I remember Him sharing words with me, like small talk, while approaching closer to myself, and I remember curiously listening to Him. I think Loki commented, back then before I knew it was Him, that this was an interesting place to see someone, and complimenting me beyond belief. I thought that was a weird place to try and attract someone, out in the woods like that. He corrected me, letting me know that is the forest We were in. I remember some of the small talk that happened in astral years ago, but not all of it.I remember the first kiss with Him happened that night, even before I knew of His name or anything about Him. (I surprise myself, sometimes.) I remember the passion between each other, the touches done, it was the feeling of overwhelming love and passion that I remember most of all from that night. After, when I returned to my body, and when I woke back into my body, I remember throwing my head back into the pillows after attempting to get up, and going, “Ugh… Why do I keep doing this to myself… I need to stop making love to handsome strangers while astral projecting…” I remember groaning from the aftermath of a whole lot happening in astral projection and I remember having the day off that day years ago. I do remember having that next day off, which worked for me really well! Haha! I was very grateful for that next day off to ground and to relax after a long cold shower by myself, while in my body.When I found Loki in the shower a couple days later, when He came to me while I was in my body, not astral projecting, I remember thinking that He was one of the dead, and I didn’t realize that this is Loki, nor a God, nor did I remember right away that He found me out in the middle of a forest nights ago, I didn’t match it all up until a month or so after Loki came to me in the shower to make Himself known to me.The next time I remember Loki’s love, it was His persistence over wishing to sticking with me. On the other hand, years ago, I didn’t want anything to do with the God Loki in the beginning, I didn’t know Who Loki was, but the God Loki had every intention of sticking with me from the beginning.I remember, years ago, when the God Hades informed me, since I was so confused and at loss for ideas over why the God Loki would be doing such things for anyone, at a loss for words. I didn’t get it. I didn’t get what all was going on with Loki. Hades informed me of a fact that I shall never forget to this day. That He (Loki) is attracted to me. Not just any attraction, and as more than just a consort. Hades shared with me that Loki asked Hades for the Union, between Loki and I, and Hades explained to me, that Loki wishes for this to be as in Husband and Wife.I recall my jaw slightly dropping to this information. I remember, at first, laughing a whole lot about it. I thought that Hades was joking with me. But, Hades was dead serious with me. I didn’t realize it, but Hades was giving me guidance and helping me out at the time. Hades admitted, since I seemed confused, He thought I ought to know what is happening and what might will come next for me. My eyes went wide in surprise, I think that I was in shock that day years ago.”Are You telling me that God wants to MARRY ME?” I was in shock, I think that I even shouted that by accident, before remembering the tempo of my voice. “Are You talking about Marriage? With Loki? The God Loki and I, but in marriage?”Hades nodding, “Yes. I think you ought to know of this. You seemed confused, by Loki’s actions toward you. I thought to feed you a bone, give the answer away. You seemed upset before I decided to explain this with you.” I might have been from all of the confusion I had shown.I remember looking at Hades after Hades’ shared words, and doing nothing for so long. I was accepting that and taking that information in.The following days and nights after this, Loki kept coming back to me, years ago, and I remember always ignoring Loki even more. I remember the chosen words Loki used with me, one night, after He seemed to try (in some way) to get my attention. I remember still everything that He told me, which made me finally stop turning Loki away. I was listening to Loki after the words He chose with me, and I remember (finally) being kind with Him after listening to His Words, I remember that He left me after telling me His Words. I remember silently weighing over the pros and cons, and decided to push these thoughts away, and instead to deeply reflect the words that Loki gave me. I remember Loki returning the next night, when I was at home. Instead of turning Loki away, I wondered aloud if He will like to sit with me and chat with me. I remember Loki smiling to this and accepting, sitting with me. We must have talked for some time, about random things, some of it did make me smile and some of it did make me laugh, also make Loki laugh as well.Loki’s words shared with me, I still remember these from years ago, because when I remember them, even in my head, remembering His Voice with the words given, I still smile to myself in remembrance. It was Loki’s Words that made me stop pushing Him, Loki away. When Loki left me after giving me His Words, I was surprised that He left that one night. I decided, probably then, to speak with Him, on neutral and understanding grounds. Loki’s words proved to me, that Loki deserves this much, if not more respect from me. I shall never forget those words Loki chose to use on me, that made me stop ignoring Him.Then another time when I felt Love by Loki, I remember walking with Him, spiritually, to do Our Marriage Vows, when Loki stopped me on the walk. I thought Loki was going to share with me something grave by how He just suddenly stopped walking with me to speak with me, privately and alone. The words that Loki shared with me then, I still smile over in remembrance, and I still remember my response to His Words He shared that one time. I am even smiling from remembering Loki’s Words with me, even now. This might have happened months after meeting Loki in person, and I still cannot forget.There are plenty times that I know and Felt Love by Loki. They say, people, Others, Gods, and Goddesses, that I can see Love in about everything and everyone around me, so seeing Loki’s Love is hard for me to miss. Working With Loki, day-in and day-out, it becoming a challenge to not notice Loki’s Love.I can recall my first time hearing His Love over children, His Children as well, two separate times. I remember Loki’s Love of foods and drinks when I first felt this. Loki’s Love is hard for me to miss. ❤
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